9.37 am

I already ready to go on a rampage. I'm sorry for all the venting but it keeps me from relapsing... I just need AmKe to come faster. I'm about in tears over all of this shit. I can't handle being a fucking retard. I used to be brilliant. Now I'm not even average... The only reason my GPA is higher than a 2.0 is because I get weighted grades for being in AP classes... I'm so stressed out and I just want to cry over all of this.... I'm passing exactly two classes right now... How fucking pathetic of me...