Thursday, January 28, 2016

28th January 2015, 11.21pm

I have 28,800 MG of ibuprofen in my possession... I am severely depressed right now... this is why I am choosing to go to sleep rather than staying up and letting my thoughts get too out of hand...

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

27th January 2016, 5.41pm

So, my ribs are hurting so much that I have an appointment at the Student Health Center tomorrow morning. If nothing else, I'm hoping for some heavy duty pain killers and maybe muscle relaxers. I'm fairly certain that it's just a bruised muscle.

Sunday, January 24, 2016

24th January 2016, 3.59pm

My head is aching. I've had plenty of water and sleep so I have no idea what is wrong. Tomorrow marks 12 weeks without cutting. It doesn't sound like a lot, but that's 84 days and I'm pretty sure this is the longest I've gone in a while. I hardly even have the urge to cut anymore. Being back in school is helping as well.

Tuesday, January 19, 2016

11.26pm

I just want these feelings to go away. I just want these urges to stop. They say it takes 21 days to break a habit so why haven't I stopped craving your touch...?

19th January 2016, 8.56am

Classes start up again today. I only have two classes a day, so it should be a fairly laid back semester for me. As of yesterday I am 77 days without cutting. I'm actually really happy about this soooo yeah. Not much else to discuss. Not sure if I will continue blogging or not due to some unforeseen circumstances that my ex has caused.