As of this 1st of this month, I am 4 months clean. I am actually not that proud of myself... It seems like these past few months have just been dragging on and I feel like my life is going nowhere...
On Friday, Zach and I will have been together for 11 months. I can't wait to celebrate one year with him in August. He's been by my side through it all and I'm so freaking lucky to have him.... I don't know what I'd do without him in my life. He has been the reason that I am trying so hard to get better... I want to have a family with him someday and I know that in order for that to happen, I need to get better.
