Home Sick

I am so bored and I really just... I realize how much I missed cutting now. I don't really know what I should do to keep my mind off of it.  So all I do is type. tick tick tick. I can only hear the keys under my fingers and the drone of those chickens on the daytime talk shows which is the only thing on at the moment.  Don't judge.  It's keeping my mind off of other things.  I'm just... ;aslkdfj I'm done with life.... I really don't like these stupid talk shows.  I just... I don't understand how people with any intelligence can watch this shit.