I woke up about an hour ago now from a dream... Well, I guess it was more of a nightmare than anything. I dreamed that I had found the love of my life but he left me because of my path. I ended up hanging myself.... So yeah...
I have work again today. Not really looking forward to it. I work at a fast food restaurant and lately they have been training me to make the sandwiches but yesterday they put me back on fries. It fucking pissed me off.
I should probably write about last night a bit, huh...? At the hotel that he was staying at, we cuddled and talked about our pasts. It got me really depressed and I ended up biting myself until I broke the skin. He wasn't too happy with me after that. By the end of the night, before he took me home, I ended up sitting in the snow crying. He didn't even notice...
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