Friday, January 31, 2014

31st January 2014 9.45am

I've been really depressed lately.  I ended up having to pull over as I was driving home last night just to keep myself from driving off the road at full speed into a tree. My head is still pounding from the desire to die. Doesn't help that I just took my AP statistics test. Fuck my head really hurts... I need to just sleep but I can't I have so much shit to get done.

I still want to kill myself, but I'm holding off for now.  I got real close to trying last night.... Bloody hell my fucking head!  I can feel it throbbing... Can I just go lay in the snow and die? You don't even have to bury me. Just put me in the woods for some animals to eat.  I'm okay with that...

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