The more I think about it, the more I really believe that I made up everything bad that I've ever said about David... I don't know anymore. I think Zach is also starting to doubt me... I just need to get some rest I guess and maybe I will be feeling better in the morning...
I was cleaning my room today. I stumble upon old journals and I was reading some of them... I've actually come really far in the last 2 years or so. I was kind of surprised about that. While reading some of my old entries, I started crying and wondering how I actually lived to see 19... I also finally threw out my razors. I no longer have anything in my room that I have ever used to harm myself. It has taken me 6 years to finally have that again... I'm extremely proud of myself for that...
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