2nd December 2014, 10.24pm

Everything's getting harder. I haven't gone a day without crying in a while now... I can't keep living like this. I can't handle the mental and emotional break downs. I can't handle the panic attacks. I can't handle the urges. I want to cut. I want to burn. I want to pull. I want to scratch. I want to choke. I want to die. I hate crying so fucking much.