28th February , 10.30am

So I got a surprise yesterday. Jordan, the guy I went on a date with in January, came out to see me. We went for a 5 mile walk and then came back go my room and just talked. It was nice.

12.09pm

I haven't had any human interaction in 19 hours. I haven't eaten in 24 hours.

27th February 2016, 6.51am

Going on 14 hours without human interaction... thought that was gonna change... Jordan, the guy I went on a date with in like January, had texted me last night saying he was gonna visit... he messaged me this morning at 6am saying that he made other plans since I didn't answer fast enough thus morning.... always gonna be a second option, I guess...

26th February 2016, 7.29pm

We're playing a game to see how long I can go without talking this weekend. I don't have anyone to hang out with and my roommate is gone for the weekend. So far, I haven't spoken since 5pm today.

25th February 2016, 12.31am

 Yes, it's been over 5 months since Zach and I broke up. No, I'm not ready for another relationship yet. I'll admit, I'm a lot happier now that I'm single and have time to focus on myself more. And I understand why he decided to leave me a lot more. You and your health come first in anything and I'm glad he was able to see that. I don't have any bad feelings for him and I wish him the best. I truly enjoyed our time together, but I see the bitter end now. That's more what I miss, I think. I don't miss him, but I miss the memories that we shared. And yeah, sometimes that means I cry over really stupid things that just happen to remind me of the times we shared. Just because I miss the memories doesn't mean I want him back. At first I did, but as I've been discovering myself I've realized that he and I weren't meant to be. I'm happy being single right now. I'm enjoying my freedom, but yeah I have my moments where I think I miss him still. Those moments have become far and few between, but they do still happen.

23rd February 2016, 10.14pm

I'm absolutely exhausted... It's only Tuesday and I'm already out of energy... I got screamed at yelled at most of the weekend... Now I have another friend upset with me... I can't handle all of this... I'm just glad they don't need me for the musical rehearsal tomorrow...

11.14am

Having a mental breakdown before noon... yay...