Monday, November 17, 2014

17th November 2014, 9.21pm

It's snowing again tonight. I hate winter. I hate snow.... I've been really depressed for about 3 weeks now... I want to just end it all... I want to just take a shit ton of pills and end my life once and for all... I'm useless and worthless and incomplete and a lost cause...

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  1. You are none of those things. I don't even know anything about you, but I know that. Leave that feeling behind. Sadness is hard enough without the feeling of being worthless. You have to stop and look at the sky and remember that you aren't alone and that everything isn't terrible. You are going to be ok.

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  2. i feel the same way a lot of the time. but I never do it .. I relies there are more things going on out there. its hard to believe.. trust me I know... i have sat with a bottle of pills before.. thinking should i.. but no.. no one should. that's not the answer to anything. its hard. life is hard. but you cant give up. even in your darkest moments you need to remember there is a reason for living.. you may not see it but everyone has a reason to live.

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