6th July 2014, 11.15pm

I'm sorry I haven't been writing much lately. A lot of things from my past have been coming up and causing incredible amounts of stress in my life. I just don't really know what to do. I don't even think I care whether or not I can stay on this path to recovery. It's so much work faking this damned smile all the time. I hate it. I don't want to pretend anymore. I just want someone to care for even just a minute or two.... It'd be so nice....