“I… I can’t take this… I may be having a bad day, but I don’t
need to bleed to be okay. I’m better now. Please just go away…”
“You know you need me
and the pain. We make you normal. We make it so you can live. Do you not want
that cuz I know someone who can help with that.”
“No! I want to live… I want to be normal, but… Hurting
myself doesn’t make me normal.”
“Yes it does. You can’t
function without us. You need us. Stop pretending you don’t you fucking
bitch.”
“I… I don’t need you, though… I’ve been doing so much better
without you guys. Stop… Please just leave me alone.”
“You know you miss it. The rush, the adrenaline pumping through your veins. You miss your little secrets. Hell, you even miss hiding the fucking evidence. Just admit it already.”
“You know you miss it. The rush, the adrenaline pumping through your veins. You miss your little secrets. Hell, you even miss hiding the fucking evidence. Just admit it already.”
“N-No! I don’t m-miss it whatsoever… Why won’t you just
leave me alone??”
“You fucking need us!
Don’t try and get rid of us you fucking pussy! You know you want to slice open
your fucking veins! Remember, down the road. Not across the street. Not
unless you just want attention. Is that what you want?!?”
“N… No… Please ju—“
“Shut up! Let your
blood free! You’re fucking useless anyways! You should just kill yourself! Go
fucking die!”
“P-Please stop. Go aw—“
“Come on you coward!
Hang yourself! Everyone fucking hates you anyways! Just do it you fucking
pussy!”
“I’m beggi—“
“I said shut up! Shut
up! Shut up! Shut the fucking hell up!! No one cares what you have to say! No
one cares about you! No one would even notice if you fucking died! Stop your
fucking crying! You’re making a god damn scene!”
“I’m sorry….”
“You better fucking
be! Are you going to listen to me now? I’m the only one that cares about you,
ya know. I know what’s best for you… It’s okay, sweetie. Smile. I can make it
all better.”
“O-Okay. I trust you…”
“Good. Now, are you
ready? I want you to follow my lead, child. Let me help you. Let me show you
how to do it.”
“Okay…”
“That’s it… Be careful
now. We don’t want you to bleed out before we get the rope…”
“Yessum…”
“You remember how to
tie the knot, right?”
“Y… Yeah…”
“Good. Good. Come now.
Make sure you’ll have enough room to drop. Don’t want to be able to stand, do
we? Too many times have you escaped my grasp…”
“I know… I’m sorry… It won’t happen again… I promise…”
“There, there child.
It will all be okay. I’ll hold you until it’s over.”
“Okay… Thank you… Should I leave a note…?”
“No. They don’t
deserve an answer!”
“But… What about h—“
“As if he ever gave
two shits about you! Let the bastard rot in fucking hell for all I care! Hurry
it up! Someone’s coming!!!”
“Oh… Okay…”
*there’s a muffled
thud as the chair falls back*
“Hush now, quiet now.
It’s time to go to bed… Hush now, quiet now. Lay down your sleepy head… There,
there child… It’s all over now… No one will ever hurt you again…”
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