Yeah yeah. I know it's the weekend, but I wanted to write about it before I forgot.
My fiance came out this weekend. He wasn't supposed to come out until Saturday, but decided to come on Friday so we got to spend a lot of the weekend together which was amazing. He gave me my ring finally (which I somehow managed to lose already.....). I know I say a lot of bad things about him on here, but he really is a sweetheart... He holds me when I cry and cuddles with me and tells me how lucky he is to be with me. He can always manage to put a smile on my face and that's the important part, right? I really do think he's the one for me and even if he isn't, I don't want anyone else. He makes me happy. He makes me feel loved. He makes me feel protected. He makes me feel special. And I love him. For all of that. He means the world to me and I just wish he could see it too.
Anyways, on Friday and Saturday I got to hang out with him and cuddle with him until 11pm both nights. It was wonderful. Absolutely wonderful. I still have no idea how I'm supposed to tell my parents about him. Should I just tell them the truth? Or should I lie about how long we have been together? I just don't know which would be better. Sometimes I think I should tell them now, but then I remember the whole 6 year difference between the two of us..... I wish I could show him off... I really think my mum would like him (I'm not so sure about my dad, however).
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