8th February 2016, 11.37pm

When does it get easier...? When will it stop hurting? When will I be able to think back to those 12 months we had together and not want to cry? I just can't seem to fully get over him.... every time I think I'm doing better, I see something that reminds me of him and I just want to sob...

Only other news is that I am 14 weeks without cutting now.... I guess that's good...