All of a sudden, everything has begun to spiral down again. I started crying during Play Analysis yesterday... I'm trying to write a paper for Gay and Lesbian Drama, but just can't stay focused... All I want to do is talk to Zach and try to make everything better. I love him so fucking much. I can't handle this.
I'm not in the best of mind sets tonight.... I keep overthinking things and have begun to get the urge to cut again... I don't want to start again, that's why Ben has 2 of my knives... I hate not having them...
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