7th February 2014, 10.31am

I just keep hurting people... I've hurt one of my best friends in the entire world... He's been there for me no matter what and I had to say some hurtful stuff to him this morning and I hate myself... He never wants me to talk to him again and I just feel awful about everything... I want to make it up to him, but I know I can't... I just feel horrible about all of this... I keep shaking because my heart is so heavy because of hurting him...