4th February 2014, 9.22am

My fiance texted me this morning saying "Do you know what is significant about the numbers 2 and 8?"  I knew in two days is our seven month but I didn't know what eight meant.  I told me that eight stood for how many pills he would have taken on that sunday if he hadn't met me on that saturday.... Now I'm just sad. I mean, I'm so happy that he didn't try to kill himself, but I can't help thinking that he was going to die... It depresses me...