26th January 2014 9.39pm

My mind has been so preoccupied today... All I want to do is cut... No reason for it besides to feel that rush of the cool blade upon my warm skin... Slowly sinking deeper into my flesh as a thin red line appears amidst the pink sea of my arm.  Letting my energy back into the universe... Doesn't that sound wonderful...?  Perhaps I should... I mean, recovery is overrated isn't it?