I truly won't have much time to write today. I have work and then I will be busy with other things that will hopefully keep my mind off of suicide. It doesn't help that I have a migraine. I hope to recount the day once I get home, but I don't know when I will be getting home. I just know it will be late.
A few days ago I found out that my younger cousin has been cutting for over a year now. Seems like everyone in my family is fucked up. My mum used to cut, my cousins on my father's side are suicidal and homicidal, I'm a cutter, and now this. Is no one in my family safe or is it just an inherent fact of life that everyone goes through at one time or another? Hell if I know...
Anywayssss.... To get back to today. I have to start getting ready for work around 10.30am and then leave by 10.45am. Hopefully my car will start on this frozen morning.... Stupid car... Where was I? Oh yes. I begin work at 11.00am on the dot. I hope that I will be in the back with my friend... I get off around 2.00pm today and I'm hoping that my beau will already be there once I get off. I haven't seen him in a month. It's hard to see him when he lives in another state. Hopefully, my mother will let me hang out with him and my other friend whom I haven't seen in a few weeks now.
So yeah. That's my day in a nut shell. I get to try and hide the marks from the last cutting session I had from the beau and friends. Great fun, great fun.
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