2nd May 2016, 11.21pm

It's finally starting to really hit me that Ben is graduating on Saturday... I've know it was coming all year long but... I didn't think it would come up so fast... he was the first actual friend I made at college and he's been there for me through a lot. He always knows how to put a smile on my face and cheer me up even on my darkest days. We hang out almost every day and I just don't know what I'm going to do next year without him....