15th June 2016, 6.22pm

I'm almost done with my first week as a day camp counselor and god damn do I love my job!! Yeah, I'm super tired each day after work, but seeing the smiles on those kids faces each morning makes it totally worth it!

11th June 2016, 1.14pm

I've been doing really freaking amazing lately! I finished training for my summer job yesterday. I'm so excited to start on Monday! Life is actually going great and I'm so excited to see what happens next!!! :)

30th May 2016, 2.55pm

Today marks 30 weeks without cutting. Last night u was surprised by one of the exchange students I met 6 years ago. He's in the stated again for about 3 months. We caught up and talked a lot. It made me smile so damn much.

27th a may 2016, 9.52pm

I was super depressed this morning. I almost slit my wrists, to be completely honest. Ben talked me out of it, though. Then it started downpouring. It was wonderful and and made me giggle.

10.16am

There are still days where I wonder what I did to make David hit me. What had made him decide that I deserved to be hit? Did I actually deserve to be hit...? And I know how crazy it sounds... I sometimes wonder if I made any of it up. I didn't really talk to anyone about it when it was happening... maybe I did make it all up... I don't know...

26th May 2016, 12.28am

Yesterday was pretty good. I've been watching a lot of House M.D. lately. It's a really good show (in my opinion). I signed up for another 5k in August. I'm really excited, actually. I really missed running.

I'm having a bonfire on Saturday. It's going to be nice seeing everyone again. Ben might even be coming up for it. He's not sure yet and I'm assuming it's not going to happen, but it'd be nice to see him...

21st May 2016, 3.18pm

I ran a 5k today with my friend. We finished in 29 minutes. I'm really proud of us and I want to run another one!!!