30th May 2014, 8.47am

I AM FUCKING DONE! Everyone is fighting with someone and I just get fucking yelled at for trying to help. I'm already depressed and don't fucking need it! Do you people not understand how much your fighting hurts all of your other friends too? Are you all too immature to just let it go??

GROW UP ALREADY!!

We graduate next fucking week, guys. I'm just done with all of this. Come find me when it's over because I'm just not getting involved anymore. I don't want to hear from any of you until you guys fucking figure it out. Bye.

29th May 2014, 8.51am

So this is my tattoo. It's on my left shoulder blade. It's a compass and the letters are LOST. LOST is a class I've been teaching at my camp for 5 years. It stands for Learning Outdoor Skills Together. I am the main instructor for that part of camp and do mostly compass work with all of the age groups that I see. This is my last year to do this camp and be able to be a teacher, so I wanted to get this to commemorate that. I've been going to this camp for almost 13 years now and it has been what keeps me from cutting for at least a week during each summer because I have a lot of younger kids look up to me while I am there. I wouldn't have some of the friends I have today if it hadn't been for this camp.

2.19pm

So the other blog I'm doing isn't real. It is for my AP Psychology class. Just a heads up. And it will probably get deleted at the end of school. I'm open to any ideas or if I am portraying something wrong, please feel free to correct me.

28th May 2014, 12.20pm

I GET MY TATTOO TODAY!!!!! I'm super excited!!!! I promise to post a picture later but AHHH!! My heart is racing, because I really want to get it RIGHT NOW!

27th May 2014, 12.21pm

I feel lost. My stomach is begging for food, but I feel as though I can't keep anything down. This weekend was too long and there were far too many tears shed over people who don't matter.

23rd May 2014, 11.07am

We are outside again today for my AP literature class. There are a few kids just doing cartwheels. It's kind of funny to watch since some of them really suck at it. It's so nice out today. I wish I didn't have to go to work later, but whatever. I seriously love the people in this class. They are so funny and kind. I love the chemistry in this class. This is the only class that really has this kind of attitude towards all of the participants. Everyone just gets along so well.

11.25am

We went outside for my AP literature and composition class. It isn't as warm as it has been this year, but it's still nice out. I like this. We are done with our project so we are just laying in the grass doing whatever we want. I really like this. I love going outside for classes. I'm just laying in the grass in shorts and a tank top. I even took off my shoes. I just have youtube going in the background. I love it! This has literally been the highlight of my day so far!! I adore the outdoors, I really do.